Hello š„²
So im at a point now where pretty much every bowel movement I have causes a flare up/is a flare up. It's almost once or twice a week at this point and it is agony.
I get the runs, my whole body aches, and I can pretty much feel my insides contracting and pulling apart and its some of the worst pain I feel. It's accompanied with nausea, sometimes really bad bloating, sweats and once the actual pooing part of the day is over, i need to wear my tens machine on my stomach and back so it distracts me from the pain.
I attend markets regularly to sell my work, have a studio and often volunteer so I don't usually get the chance to just stay home, so when its one of the busier days I probably wont eat until about 3pm and even at that the nausea can still be really bad.
Im still waiting for my laparoscopy and the gp wants to see me to check how my amitriptyline is doing for my chronic pains in a few weeks so I might mention some stuff to them because it's taking every fibre of my being to not be depressed about my health at this point. I feel trapped in a body that doesn't work and that I can't control.
Does anyone else experience the poo induced flare ups? Any advice? Ive basically lived off buscopan for months on end but have tried my best for the past few weeks not to take it as much and if I do immodium my stomach feels bruised š„²
If youve read this far, thank you x
Have you actually had a diagnosis or will the lap be diagnostic - if so have you had a scan?
The lap will be diagnostic and the specialist I've been dealing with said there was not much point in a scan since it doesn't always show. But we've been treating my pains as endo while I wait for the surgery as it seems probable to the people I've been seen by.
I was meant to have the laparoscopy in spring but nothing yet so I'll be chasing it up soon!