Hi guys. So, tomorrow afternoon I am finally having my first appointment with gynae. Despite two letters being sent to expedite my referral, supposedly it remained a routine referral but my nagging seemed to finally work - I was called up on Friday and told I managed to get a cancellation appointment.
However, I am scared shitless about it. I don’t want to end up messing something up. I know that I want to be booked in for a laparoscopy but I can only really have it done at the end of April because I have a lot going on in March etc. I’m worried the consultant won’t want to do that and I’ll get messed around like I have with my referral and just not get anywhere.
I’m in so much pain still - which has been solid for about 5 weeks now. I’ve been having terrible stabbing pains in my hip bones making me feel like I’m waddling half the time and nothing seems to be helping.
Ugh, this turned into a rant - sorry! But if you have any advice, I will literally take anything. My anxiety apparently can not deal with the appointment suddenly being tomorrow 💜