Hello everyone , me ... again,
So firstly I have been so poorly over summer and I have beeb bleeding for 16 days straight now . That in itself just seems crazy ! I feel SO sick as well as the pain ( which the doctors won’t do anything until my lap in November ) but honestly I am SO SO TIRED! I can literally go to town for a few hours and I feel like my legs will fall off and I’m going to pass out.
Anyway , so I started uni yesterday and it was so NOT what I was expecting . I don’t think I want to be in a classroom for another 3 years just racking a massive bill up , as stupid as that seems. But I feel so lost. I have no idea what to do. I can’t stop crying over it. If I leave uni , what do I do ? I ha e no idea what options are available to me & I’m so worried that I’m just going to get too tired and poorly to work . All they were saying at uni today is ‘we know how stressful uni is ‘ ‘obviously these three years will be stressful’ and stress triggers a flare up big time.
I guess I’m just ranting because nobody else seems to understand it. I honestly just feel so lost , I have no idea what is right or wrong to do & what I would even do if I was to leave uni.
People say you should always look after yourself etc , but the real world just doesn’t let tHat happen all the time , does it?
Anyway sorry for the rant
Xxx
