Today is a bad day

[Lydia0007]

Today is one of the worst it has ever been which is really hard to say because living with this is hard. People look at me weird at work and can’t understand why I’m bent over or can’t smile. I just want to sscccrreeeeaaaammmmmm. Having stage 4 Endo is no walk in the park and today it’s very hard. I hate this disease. I hate my body. Why me?

[pinkfairydust10]

Hope you are ok, nothing I can do can ease the pain but sending my love your way. Hot water bottles, chocolate and friends on tv are in order xxx

[Ouchiegrouchie]

I second what Pink said. A heating pad can really take the edge off at times and be a soothing caregiver. Surely you can plug one in at your desk?

I'm so sorry you have to be bent over at work. It can be embarrassing and make one self conscious. Sometimes I think we should just have a sign above us or wear a tshirt that says buzz off and here's why so we don't have to explain it.

Hugs to you and I am so sorry to hear of your hardship. It doesn't take it away but I understand and so many others here do too so know you are not alone. Keep fighting! And do all the zen like things you can to calm it all down inside.

[Sbs1989]

Lydia.

I'm so sorry your going through this ...it absolutly evil disease and it's changed you as a person I think. If you need to chat. Feel free to private message.