I finally have my lap tomorrow and it doesn’t help that it’s snowing here making me even more anxious!
I’ve been told to get there at half 11 and my surgery will be between 1.30 and 5pm which I find a bit odd is it like that with everyone? I thought I’d have a set time I’m just dreading the long waits on an empty stomach
They said they just want me dropped off and then picked up, so no one can even be with me during any of it, and want me to go home two hours after surgery. Two hours just seems very little time after a surgery to get sent home, my mum will kill me if I puke in her Audi haha
I feel like this process they’re doing is very rushed, I’m 19 and I’m a very anxious person and I’m anaemic as well which will make me feel just shite on that day anyway. I just can’t stop crying and panicking I’ve never had anaesthetic before. I’ve read so many lap stories and none of them have a time limit they need to be sent home, and they all have their other half’s or family by their side most of the time
My emotions are just all over the place 😩