I'm really sorry - I just need to vent. I feel awful. I've had fatigue and nausea all week. Today it's been awful. I don't know how I've gotten through the day at work. The pain has also been horrific. As well as the normal, my upper abdomen has been hurting - just below my ribs. Has anyone else ever had period pain just underneath their ribs? It's very weird.
Otherwise, I went to see my new consultant y'day. She wants to do another lap. I'm not surprised and think it's for the best, but now I'm stressing a bit about it. I'm having evening surgery (private), so will stay overnight, but I'm worried they won't let me out without someone with me. I live on my own and there's not really anyone who could come and get me. I'm also worried they might not give me a sick note. If I don't have one I'll have to call work every day. I had to do this last year when I'd fallen down a flight of stairs and landed head first onto concrete. It was awful to be feeling rubbish, but constantly trying to reach my manager - I had to keep calling back if she wasn't ast her desk.
I've advised ladies on here, worried about their laparoscopy's, a few times, but now it's me, I'll admit I'm worried. Mostly it's logistics, but I think it's hard going in for an op with no idea what they'll find and hence what will happen.
I told work today and although my manager was good about it, I'm worried they might get difficult. I'm currently working my backside off to cover for someone else who's off sick, but this seems to be the way it goes - FFS.
Sorry - as I said I just needed to vent.
Thanks for listening