I've recently had my lap and been diagnosed with endo.
My recovery has been really smooth and I've been really lucky but tonight I've just over thought this illness to the point I'm sat in a dark room alone crying my eyes out.
It's such a harsh realisation that I'm stuck with this forever, that I'll probably need numerous ops, that it could affect my infertility and that I could always be suffering from these symptoms.
I also feel really emotional that I've suffered from this for so long without realising. I've suffered in silence and just accepted that I had bad periods when all along there was a reason. It's been such a long hard battle to get answers and it really has got to be me tonight.
Has anyone felt this way? I have a great partner and family. Although they try to understand, they haven't suffered like I have and I just feel really alone. I have nobody to talk to or cry to who actually understands what it is like living with this