Just waiting in hospital for another surgery this afternoon. Having another lap to remove adhesions and endo in my pelvis as well as drilling my ovaries (they could of found a better name for this I feel) Surgeon is also going into my bladder and may have to have a drain or catheter. The bladder bit will be a first for me and although this is my 5th op still get anxious of the Unknown.
Surgeon has also said I shouldn't wait too have children as its been a pretty rough time from being diagnosed 2.5 years ago and he sees so many women leave it too late and wouldn't want me to go through the same given I'm 30 this year.
I think one one the things I struggle with is feels like the control is being taken away.
Thanks for reading my post and anyone with any advice / similar experiences would be great to hear from you.