I have my second appointment with gyni on Thursday and starting to feel extremely nervous and anxious about it!
The gyni put me on cerazette in October but I bled none stop for 4 weeks with extreme pain so went back to my GP who is sending me back to the gyni. Since then I think the cerazette had worked as I have had very minimal pain in weeks.
I'm now starting to completely doubt everything I've ever been through, I'm terrified of having a lap in the first instance, I have a massive fear of needles. But I'm also now scared in case I don't have endo and its all been in my head if that makes sense.
In a twisted sort of sense I wish I could have just a day of pains to reassure my mind that there is something wrong and I'm not just wasting everyone's time, has anyone else ever felt like this?