I'm 20 and am still on the waiting list for my first lap to look for endo. For the past few months I've had regular dreams that I find out I'm pregnant and I'm absolutely delighted, and then I wake up and I'm devastated. It's really starting to play with my emotions and affect my relationship, and it's making me incredibly broody.
I've been with my boyfriend for 4 years and he is currently at uni so I know he doesn't want a child now, we've discussed everything at length and he definitely doesn't, which I understand completely, as we are both still so young and he has to graduate and get a good career.
However, my fertility is at risk and I fear every day that goes by my chances at getting pregnant becomes less likely. Like I said I am very broody and would really love a child right now. I have a stable full-time job and manage to push through the daily pain, with the help and understanding of my manager who herself has endo, so it's not like I couldn't support myself. But again, my partner doesn't want one. The dreams are becoming more and more frequent and are making me increasingly depressed. I don't know what to do