Just fed up to the max

[jadenancy]

I just need to vent because I feel so sorry for my family and boyfriend because all I ever seem to say to them is how ill I feel. I'm either in pain, throwing up or have got diorhea, it's getting worse and worse everyday. And today to top it off I've got the flu lol (if I don't laugh ill cry) for the past 6 months my endo has been playing havoc with my life. My periods are lasting anywhere between 1-3 weeks and i vomit every day without fail and every time I finally finish a period and me and my boyfriend have some 'us' time I start bleeding again straight after and have to run to the bathroom to vomit, luckily he's so understanding but, it doesn't make me feel very attractive :/. I really don't know what I can do. I've had 3 ops to have it removed and each time it's come back worse than before. I have days where I just want to scream and cry but, I don't even have the energy to do that. I'm so tired all the time, I feel like I'm going to have a breakdown

[Croydebay]

Hi

I'm so sorry to hear this! I trallt hope your feeling better soon! I conpletley understand how you feel as my endo is really starting to get me down too and am feeling very depressed with it all! I don't know what to do anymore! Are you taking any pills to try and supress your cycle? Stay focused we must not let it beat us! X

[Naomi1002]

Did you see a gp or gynacologist? There must be something they can do for you.

I can understand you dont like to complain to your partner/parents, but if you are so ill constantly it is understandable that you need to offload. You cant help that you have endo, you never asked for this.

Ask and get more information what medical people can do for you!

Good luck and i hope you will sort it out for yourself.

Naomi

[Hidden in reply to Naomi1002]

Hi, I completely understand. I feel bored of my condition myself so I can't imagine how bored my friends and family who can't fully understand must be.

There are people out there that are interested though. Have you thought about writing a blog? Putting how you feel down in writing every day and trying to find the humour in things seems to have helped people with other diseases. It would help others of us going through similar problems to know we're not alone and would also give your family and friends an insight into how you're feeling.

Just an idea.

Hx