On a normal day i ok but when i alone i think bout all the broken dreams.I wish i didnt feel ill all the time.I wish i could have a baby the normal way.i mad with the world and i tired of hearing pray about it.
Endo stress: On a normal day i ok but when... - Endometriosis UK
Endo stress
Are you getting any treatment at all, such as a Mirena coil?
I haven't even had an official diagnosis yet and have only just learnt about endometriosis. I now realise that all those years that I told doctors that my flu like symptoms were connected to my menstrual cycle and they said that was impossible, that I was right. I now know that 3 years back when I told my doctor that my bowel problems were caused by a re-occurance of the cyst on my fallopian tube 5 years ago, that I was pretty much right, despite them saying that it was impossible that my tube was causing my constipation, swollen abdomen and pain.
I'm going through the menopause now so I'm never going to have children, that chance was robbed from me by incompetent doctors together with years of my life. But I am now seeing a gynaecologist who is going to do something so I'm hopeful I'll get treatment soon.
I'm not going to dwell on the past and think about all I've missed. I'm going to think about the future and what I can do with it. I'm planning to apply to be a foster Mum and also making plans of all the other things I'll do once I'm well again.
Nw248 I have found your reply very interested thank you very much. I have a cyst on my right ovary and since it was seen on the scan I have had horrendous constipation which they keep saying it's my medication though I wasn't convinced. I have taken 6 movical in litre of water twice to empty bowels and now told I have to take two sachets every day 😡 take care Hun xxxx
Could be worth asking your gp to refer you for counciling Hunni it works wonders for years so have thought my anxiety and panic were caused my hormone levels after having my son, as this was what a was told was sent to a cbt specialist and he was wonderful and really helped Hun xxxx
I had cbt as well, it was really good. I didnt ask my docter i send the team an email and the response was really quick! Helped me with my negative patterns of thinking and i started to do some exercises everyday and this seem to help with my pain from my back and right side.