Hi ladies. Hope you are all well today.
So I went the GP surgery today to have my third Decapeptyl injection and ended up having a full on panic attack at the thought of having this horrible drug inside again. The GP advised me to stop having it as it's been making me feel so awful but I can't help feeling like I'm letting everyone down.
I just want to be my normal self and not this depressed, tired, snappy person who is difficult to live with.. Never mind the other side effects I've had like hair loss, weight gain, acne, UTIs and bleeding. But now I know that the pain is going to come back and I feel like I'm in a lose-lose situation.
Have I given up on this drug too easily? Feeling like a total failure.