Well its been 5 days since I was discharged from hospital and I am still lying in bed with chronic pelvic pain having to take pain killers every four hours just to take the edge off. I am feeling so low and fed up and just crying over everything, i am currently signed off work and not getting paid. Have had to give up my horse due to being unable to see to her ect. And i am just panicking that I will be signed off for too long and will struggle with money! I have a doctors appointment today to speak to my gp about how low its getting me but i have a feeling they won't listen to me, i am still waiting on my appointment for my lap and im worried that i will be bed bound in pain until then which could be months. Im not really asking a question this time, more just finding a way to get everything off my chest by writing a post on here to others who may be able to relate.