For those who have been following my situation...
I finally saw my consultant today and he was amazing. He said that it sounds like the endo is definitely back and that a further lap will need to be done to investigate where it is. He did an internal scan and says that it appears I have adenomyosis as well... He said that unfortunately the only treatment for this is a hysterectomy but that he would want to do the lap first as he will need to investigate if other surgeons will be needed for the big op... depending on where the endo is.
I'm relieved and scared at the same time as at least there is a light at the end of the tunnel and I have a treatment plan.
I also spoke to work yesterday and my ops manager has told me to take the time I need and to stop worrying about work. If the gp feels I'm ready to return next week she said she will look at a phased return if needed and put an action plan in place to help me move forward and develop. My Case manager has also said that we could look at lighter duties, which means simple treatments and less complicated patients which should help with the fatigue and stress, until the ops are done and I'm in less pain.
So overall... even though this week has to date been my worst week pain wise... I'm feeling a little more positive than hopeless!
Hope you are all coping with your day! Xxxx