I have had endometriosis pain for the past 2 months. . I had a scan there was an 8 cm cyst and it turned out to be 10cm dermatoid cyst. The surgeon had to open me up and remove this along with my right ovary as there was no healthy ovary left after this had taken it over. I also had a small cyst on the left ovary which burst in surgery and they have taken a biopsy. So I was in hospital for the past four days.
I have found the whole experience so traumatic. I hate needles etc.(I'm such a big baby!) I am in so much pain. Even the needle in my hand distressed me. On day 3 it hurt so much, with all the antibiotic and fluids going in it. I came home after 4 days and am struggling. I know things will get better. It feels like they have rearranged my insides! I am also bleeding. (only when I get up and move around). I am trying to walk around as much as I can, but trying to rest this week. Is the bleeding normal and how long does this last? I did tell the Dr, she said everything is normal, but I'm not spotting.
And I keep crying. I think this is just frustration. I keep having nightmares of seeing needles and the cannula. The antibiotics are making me feel sick and I have anti-sickness pills to help. So I'm not eating too much. But when I eat that's when the pains as worst. The popping explosions in the stomach kills me. This is what I was getting before surgery. Will this ever go?
I feel so alone and that I have changed and things will never go back to normal. I'm I just being a drama queen.