Yesterday we had all 4 of mine and my partners children... by the afternoon we needed to get them out to run off some steam so headed to the beach. It was so nice being out and about... but on the way back to the car the pain became unbearable. My back, pelvis and ovaries were screaming at me! I wanted to just cry... I can't believe how much my life has changed in the last 5 months! I am going back to see my gynea in September. .. but not sure what I can really ask for. Last year he found the endo but it's was a small patch on my left ovary which fell away. My cervix was cortarised and I was sterilised at the same time, as I have my kids now and don't want anymore and all the pills make me feel ill. So that treatment is not an option, neither is depo... I'm 36 and don't know what they will be able to offer me or what I can ask for... I don't want to spend the rest of my years until menopause going through this! I want my life back... feeling so down!