I was diagnosed 2 years ago during a laparoscopy. After 7 years of pain, now the pain has started coming back.
When I was diagnosed I had a lot going on, nothing was explained to me and so i just thought, i'm better now but my stitches are killing, be bothered going for that checkup appointment, a couple months ago i saw a show were a girl mentioned she had endo, I immediately recognized the name, so I googled it to find out what i actually had wrong with me. My heart broke, I'm 21 and now i'm worried about infertility, I always found it weird that no matter how many times me and my boyfriend had unprotected sex (both sti free!!!) i had never even gotten pregnant or had a scare now i'm single (not because of endo) alone and struggling to cope, I'm not close to my family, especially my mum and my best friend is a guy, I feel like a freak I'm scared, I'm scared that a hysterectomy could be an option for me at one point and i'm 21! I'm just feeling really low and scared, I feel alone and terrified All my mates are getting married and having kids and i'm not ready for that anyway, but i still want the option and I know that i'm not guaranteed 100% infertile, but with my track record I'm not doubting it, I don't want to do IVF or whatever, I don't even know what it fecking is because i'm 21!!! I just feel so alone and trapped
I just want help and my doctor is fecking clueless on the matter and i'm transferring to a closer hospital which i'll book an appointment at asap with the gyno but in the meantime i feel like i'm going crazy and i'm all alone I don't know what to do, I have no one i just want some advise i guess