Looking for some help and motivation
After being taken into hospital after collapsing with pain, the 3 and a half month long wait to see a gynaecologist since then, has felt extremely long and lonely
After swapping contraceptive pills and reducing some pain I thought I was on to a winner until a stressful week at work and some family issues brought it all back full swing. My manager at work isn't making it any easier and I have to go in tomorrow to speak to her "about what I'm going to do about my issue" as if I haven't been trying to help myself at all!!!
How do you explain to someone - sorry I'm not being helped by painkillers, and the axiety you're giving me is making it worse.?!?!
I went to an out of hours doc yesterday to get stronger Painkillers but the nurse couldn't. Then she came out with the line very rudely "you've gone 3 and a half months in pain, I'm sure you can do 2 and a half more weeks" I was go smacked by her attitude, even if I do understand she couldn't do anything more, that's not something you say!
I've lost so many friends because I haven't been able to "sort myself out" yet because to them the 6 months I've been severely worse is too much for them to bother with.
It's annoying waiting for an appointment where I know they are going to put me down for a lap. It's on my notes from discharge to the department. I wish I could skip that and go straight for the op as I'm dreading another wait. I had all my scans and examinations before this so it's just feeling abit pointless! Everyone assumes this appointment on 17th June is going to give me an answer and it's not!
So down now. Can't wait for the OH to get home for a big hug
Sorry for the rant.
Any advice for pushing through and hurrying up a lap is much appreciated.