People just don't understand that my behaviour can change according to my mood. Sometimes I just want to sleep or isolate myself from my family. This is also true with regards to ansering the phone, speaking to people when I bump in to them etc. I make myself isolated because i think I am nit good enough or that others are talking about me. My mother in law and partner tell me to just pull my self together. I know!!!!!!!!! I just can't!!!