I have had alot to deal with in my past, alot of negative things and at times it haunts me, especially when my depressioin and agitation hits me and I can be a pretty quiet person, keeping my mouth shut for the most part. So I have been getting things off my chest and it sounds mean but I think it's better than letting it eat at me and bottling it up, that's not healthy. There are things that I wouldn't say or would be tasteful in doing, but I feel like I have been too shy or too quiet for too long and in order to get better also I need to let this out, and sometimes this is with my counsellor, brother and boyfriends also. I can be a mean woman but I also have a very soft heart and would do anything for anybody, which is why I have been burned alot in the past...has made me harder I guess and not as easy to trust.
Is that wrong of me to do or feel this way? Because lately it has been making me feel a little better, I am a work in progress, crazy thing is that my oldest brother is the same way, but it comes out when he's drinking.....I don't do that. And I'm not always mean when saying things, just sometimes.