Feeling hopeless

[Wolfslove]

I was getting married to The love of my life August 22 of 2016 but that morning he died in my arms instead. We had moved to another state for my health and he was diagnosed with stage for mantle cell lymphoma about six months after we moved. I couldn't afford the house and they repossessed our car so I moved into housing for disabled/seniors. Every decision I made seem to put me more and more in a hole now I moved again to be closer to my son But things are still pretty bad my bills are out of control I have no vehicle to my doctors appointments I just feel like I'm going through the motions of living every day but I just don't see a light at the end of the tunnel anymore

[poppet36]

Hello, i hope things get better for you i really do. You deserve happiness with what you have been through. Id like to offer you advice but my soul is litteraly broken. Thinking of you.xxxx

[Wolfslove in reply to poppet36]

Thank you so much

[Angep]

What an awful time you've had, such sorrow to deal with. Though it feels there is no end in sight things have a habit of turning around. What a blessing you are near your son now. You are still grieving and that takes a lot of your time and soul to deal with that. Just take each day as it comes for now. You need to heal yourself. Try look for a positive each day, I know it's hard but do this for yourself. You deserve some good things from life. Il pray for you and sending you a big hug.

[Wolfslove in reply to Angep]

Thank you so much

[PierceTheAle]

That's so sad. I'm so sorry

[Wolfslove in reply to PierceTheAle]

Thank you so much