I have had health problems for about 5-years and there is nothing more anyone can do about it. I am left with chronic pain and a daily reminder of the state I am in. Although the pain stops me from doing normal things that I used to do, it's the mental and emotional side of things that I now cannot handle.
I have been on anti-depressants for nearly a year and they were working but for the past few days I have felt empty, lost, almost like I'm just floating through the days. I cry for no reason and feel strange. I was so sad last night that I phoned the Samaritans just to talk to someone. I thought I would feel better after but I still felt the same. It feels like I'm in a dark place and it scares me.