I am Unemployed and looking for work . The thing is I have had many bad experiences with work (been bullied in one , attacked in another)
I live at home and have had many gaps between jobs due to health problems. I feel this has set me off on a bad track .
Basically I am struggling with motivation, I used to be quite positive but it seems to have all gone now.
People from the outside looking in think I'm just being self indulgent as I don't look unwell etc. I get people saying ' why don't you get a proper job , you have a degree , why can't you drive '.
I've applied for many many jobs and some have turned out to be unsuitable ( I can't get to them due to not driving ).
How can I motivate myself to work ?I feel pretty ashamed to not work but at the same time my spark has gone.
I've got an interview for a job tomorrow that I am scared about . It is long hours and has bad reviews ( staff being treated badly etc.)
I'm struggling to find the reason to do anything. I don't have many friends & I'm single . Where I live I can't afford to move out .
Sorry to rant on .