I am new to this! I think I am suffering from depression and anxiety. My job was not pleasing me, it just made me feel undervalued. So I went out and got a new one, but when I found out my relationship started to breakdown.
Someone I have been with for several years and trusted so much. We did everything together and have many good memories. She broke the trust and ever since she has tried to keep her distance from me. The harder I try to fix things and talk to her , the more damage I seem to be causing. She still tells me she loves me and cant imagine life without me. These mixed emotions though are not helping either of us , and it is making me more sad in the process.
As a result I am blaming myself all the time for things, which is not fair to me. As I have been a good partner, obviously I have my faults, and I think other things have taken there tole on the relationship. It scares me going into a new environment alone, without her by my side for support.
Thank you for reading! Please let me know your thoughts.