I'm 27 and I feel like I'm not really part of normal life . I feel very jealous of others that are .
I am single after an awful relationship .I am so desperate for love and my own family. But everyone I know is coupled up and not interested in single people . I'm trying online dating but I've not met anyone on it .
I live at home and mostly the only person I talk to is my mum .
I try my best to be positive but depression ALWAYS creeps in. The pattern is I get something and then I lose it ( job , friend etc.). I'm worried my life is always going to be the same . I'm trying many things, but I've got zero confidence . I've had many of my 'friends 'tell me they would hate to be single like me .
I wish I could go back and re-do everything .
Any tips to stay positive ?I am awaiting more counselling and to see my gp.