I have been put on respiridone due to not being able to switch off. My brain is in overdrive all the time. My self esteem is rock bottom. I don't want to go out. I don't want to see anyone. I feel ugly. No self worth. I can't concentrate. My memory is so poor. I have chronic pain which is widespread and deep depression but this is different due to my brain in constant overdrive just overthinking all the time. I'm either super excited or really really low. HELP. Do I have bipolar????