I've been feeling extremely sad and numb lately. I have the same routines over and over and over again. It's driving me crazy. I go to sleep so late because I can't make myself fall asleep early. I wake up at like 12. I only work part time so I don't have to wake up early. I only have 3 hours to do whatever but I only use it to stay in bed because I honestly just don't care about anything. I used to care about that maybe I should lose weight or how excited I was about books and TV shows but I honestly don't care about anything anymore. I just feel so lonely. I've stopped talking to a bunch of my friends because I don't care enough to keep in touch. I have my family but I'm usually just stuck in my room all day. I want to get help but I'm scared they are going to tell me I have depression. I've been feeling this way for years now but I feel like it's getting worse. I used to care about at least something but now I don't care about anything. When I try to see the future I see nothing. I want to do so many things but I give up because I feel like there just isn't a point to it. I know some of you will probably say "Oh I get what you are going through." or "Oh sammmmee". But I'm really looking for answers now. I'm sorry that you feel the same way I do but I'm trying to get help. So please some body tell me what to do. Or how to force myself to get help.