It has been a year since I went through the painful separation and I still have not managed to move on. I think being cheated on is the most cruel thing a partner can do to abuse the trust between a couple. To be so loving to more than one person at the same time, how scheming can a person be?
Being cheated on has now make me question my judgement of people's characters, constantly second guessing their intentions, destroyed my self-esteem, and makes me wonder whatever interaction I have with people is real or not.
I feel unloved and can't think of a reason for anybody to love me anymore and I don't know what to do. It doesn't help that I've closed myself from the world, hiding in my room all the time. I lost my job and my parents don't know what to do about me except look at me with despair or, pretend I don't exist, as if the problem (me) would just go away if they ignore me.
I really don't see the point of living.