I’ve been depressed now for over a month. I don’t want to have nothing to do with people. I’m tired of life and this cruel world…I always wonder why am I born? Why was I born into this family and in this country. I feel trapped like I can’t escape my own life. I wonder why my mother did not get an abortion, why did she decide to keep me if I wasn’t gonna amount to nothing? Everything I’ve ever loved has hurt me or disappointed me. I’m fed up caring for people who don’t really give a damn about me. Like who want’s to be struggling with depression, self-harm, anxiety, and panic attacks. I cannot cope with life and all it’s inconsistencies. I’m sick of always being unhappy and going through shit every year. Everytime I try to get myself together something always happen and I end up back at square one. Jobless (BROKE) Alone (SINGLE) Ugly (INSECURE) Low-self esteem (NO CONFIDENCE) Sick (IllNESS)
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