Hello, I need a way of getting hold of some kind of medication for my severe depression. I have tried many things to overcome the suffocating fog that is my metal illness but nothing has even altered it as of yet. I am desperately looking for medication that can help me, this is a last resort as things have gotten considerably worse lately. suicide has been attempted previously and I am urgent to find a way of blocking out these damning thoughts as best as I can, this is not something I wish to do to the people around me. Is there anyway I can acquire anything without it being logged on my medical records?