Have taken a decision to walk away from my voluntary role as village hall treasurer. Have had to have my medication increased and I still can't cope with it. The person who did it before has been helping me and admitted this afternoon that she was worried about me, she thought it was too much stress. So I have decided to give up. Not looking forward to next week's meeting as it will leave them stuck but I just can't do it. My GP told me to give up but I tried to carry on, expect it will be the talk of the village but if they're talking about me then they're not talking about someone else. I know I will feel guilty but now I just feel a weight off my shoulders. Feel a real fool and a failure but I had been so down I was getting to the point of thinking about doing something stupid. Sorry to go on but it's been a very bad day. Regards Lorna.