I am sick of it getting blamed on my depression. The emphasis on me being happy and smiling is getting too much. I hate for someone to be constantly watching me checking to see how my face is its my birthday today. 32 and more lost than i have ever been in my life. Was meant to be going out but i have cancelled as i'm not feeling very great. My fiance has already shouted at me in front of my friend. Hate the way he talks to me. He walked out and phoned me saying lets just go out and i said i dont want to. He then asked if hes better going out himself if i'm gonna be in a mood. I honestly am trying to take a step back and see if the problem is me but i cant. I told him to f*** off earlier and he said i'm going nowhere, u can call the police. I just want to tell him to go but i am scared that i'm not thinking straight and may regret it at a later date. He constantly moans at me. I went into asda earlier for a look about and he text asking when the wee boy was due his bottle. I said at 1 and he went god sake, i text asking that ages ago. Which asda are you in. Glasgow? Being a smarty pants. He then shouted at me later telling me to be a mum and that i should have told him what time he was due. I honestly feel that i cant win whatever i do. Sorry for the mumbo jumbo. Get a bit carried away x
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