I'm a young 24 year old who's funny, nice, smart and have a good personality, everyone says I'm really beautiful. But, I always fall for guys who end up being total dickheads after a while. I always end up getting played and I'm sick and tired of it. Guys always play with my feelings, I don't understand why though? I'm SO tired of crying over dudes like I'm fed up with this shit! I've had 3 bfs in my life neither of them lasted all of those guys hurt me one way or the other. Every guy I fell for don't ever make an consistent effort to keep me in their life or want to be with me(make me their girl.) I must admit I'm picky and don't like every guy I meet, but the few rare ones I do end up catching feelings for always sell me dreams. I feel so empty and broken. I have no problem with attracting men it's just that I'm tired of getting played and hurt by guys who only want me for my looks. Because I'm pretty people can't see past that and don't wanna really get to know me, did they use me? Some guys are so evil I won't know they're the wrong guy until they hurt me. They pretend to be all into me for a couple weeks or sometimes even months and then they move onto the next or just cut me off and ignore me. I don't dress provocative, nor am I a gold digger or a slut. Maybe I'm expecting to much outta people. I feel like I deserve better and what am I doing wrong to deserve to be treated like this? Lately I've bin running into guys who are taken. Do I move too fast (in bed)? Is it because I come on to strong? Maybe I'm to nice and polite that it comes off as flirty? Maybe I fall for their looks? I'm so emotional that by me being rejected by guys that I liked lowers my self esteem and makes me think maybe I'm the problem. Why does it take me a while to get over them, is there something wrong with me? I always get my heart broken and betrayed. I've been single a whole year now. It sucks being lonely all the time and the 3 wheel with my friends. I attempted to date a few times which failed each time. I know I should be somewhat matured in the relationship department, but I'm just a hopeless romantic
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