i'd like to talk about derealisation for a bit.
I have spoke to my parents, school and friends about this. Not one person has had a clue what i'm on about.
I go through states of feeling like im in a dream, or watching my life through a television screen. It's harmless, but strange. I find it quite fascinating that I am able to feel this way..I've still yet to figure out why it happens to me but it may have something to do with my lack of sleep. I get very little sleep most nights, on a good night i'll fall asleep about half 2 (am). And I wake up early. Sometimes I'm so tired that I actually feel drunk! It's kind of funny, and I think it's cool I can feel drunk and light without actually consuming anything! Sometimes I don't feel anything though, like I've gone numb. It's scary but only because I don't know why it happens.
I wonder if i'm making any sense to anyone right now..
anyways, I hope you are all doing well!
- Robyn xx