I don't have any reason to live. I live on my own, far away from my country, with no family, I don't have friends neither. My life is working, home and that's all I do. I came to this country with my ex, but we split up because both wanted to continue different ways. That happens two years ago and but now he is already happily married and me ... I am all lonely.
I tried to get new direction in my career. I have tried to look for new jobs, new areas where I can work with not luck at all. I have applied for relocation in my company, but because I am good employer, they don't wAnt me to relocate. I feel stuck in my life and everything I try to do it's so difficult and always with problems. Nobody want me, nobody love me, nobody is interested in my company so why I should continue living.... It's not worth it anymore and I don't have the energy to continue fighting. I don't wAnt to go therapy and no doctors neither, I just want to give up.