Over the last few weeks I have had some vivid, stressful dreams. Last night it involved throwing out lots of old clothes (which I have actually done) and at the same time packing to go on holiday (I wish!). Because I was throwing out clothes I couldn't organise my suitcase hence stress was building. It ended with me packing the wrong type of clothes, and not being able to remember what I packed. I then did not have time to get to the train station and I missed the flight. Hence, in my dream, a lot of crying and running about being stressed. Since I've woken up all I want to do is cry. I know it is stupid, its a dream but it has really affected me.
In real life my world is unravelling and I am trying to keep things going. I found out in the summer that my house's roof is collapsing. I have 3 major leaks in my house and my kitchen floor has also collapsed. The good news is that the £30 000 needed to get it fixed the council are going to give me a grant to fix. The thought of all the work needed is stressing me out.
I was going to do so much today, clean, tidy post parcels but I've not done anything apart from play games and go through emails on my computer.
Just wish I could keep the feeling that a previous dream gave me. I was driving around in a brand new Mercedes convertible and showing it off to my friends. Oh well we can all dream...