pollyweb10 years ago

I hate christmas my 3 year old sister died on christmas day she will have been 37 but still see the image in my head my dad and mam ripped all the decorations down throw the tree we never had a christmas well a happy christmas after she died i put decorations up but still have that tight knot in my stomach i love my children well my son is 25 and my little girl is 11 yesterday they are my world and i've got my grandson he is 2 it was the first time my son wasn't home they went to stay at my daughter in laws so it was just me my hubby and my little ppp perfect precious princess i always say my mam and dad sent her to me she was my miracle child i tried for many years to have another baby even had ivf 3 time and was told we would never have another child but after 2 years from my parent passed away i was pregnant so i love her so much it hurts x

don-rob10 years ago

not getting to spend time with loved ones anymore

learjet7710 years ago

Don't really have any family, just my son and myself, I miss my Mum very much she was my best friend.

Hidden10 years ago

I keep my door locked my lights off but do answer my phone ! I do not mix well with folk not even my own family who in the main I keep at arms length!

Wanie7 years ago

My son died on the 24 Dec ,he was 33 , so Xmas is a no no the pain I feel is killing me ,I miss him so wannie