Just finished my 10th run - by rights I should be into Wk 4 but I am still on Wk 2 having chosen to repeat a few runs. I didn't quite manage to complete it - chose to stop with about 40 seconds left on the final run. I am still getting pains in my lower leg - shin splint pain is a constant niggle, although I think it is slowly improving - but I also seem to be developing some sort of muscle tightening/cramping in the calfs too, especially the right leg. I am having gait analysis done next week, all being well, really hoping it improves things. One thing I have taken away from this run is that I need a longer break than the recommended 1 day between runs to give my shins more recovery time - thats frustrating for me but I think necessary. Will continue to repeat Wk 2 until I feel ready to move on.
On another (lighter) note this was my first run in daylight. Had to psych myself up a bit because I can get very self-conscious. However there was nothing to worry about - too busy concentrating on running to worry about what other people thought. Glad I did it because it opens up more running variety for me.
I used to worry about what other people thought but I’ve realised that actually no-one is even slightly interested. They are going about their business wondering what to have for tea, is their bus going to come, what they are doing that night. None of them are actually thinking ‘look at that slightly overweight woman jogging badly’.....that bit is in my head! Well done on your run and remember those people who see you aren’t ‘runners’
Thanks for your reply, it makes a lot of sense. I have always had a problem with having attention focused on me - I hate it when my birthday comes around. But you are right - nobody cares and as I discovered neither do I - just getting through the run takes most of my mental energy at the moment.
I discovered after a few weeks that two of my neighbours are actually thinking, 'I should be doing that. ' So don't be so hard on yourself!
Thanks Speedy