I haven't been running since my great short Thursday run It's nearly a week. I could tell you many excuses, some of them even quite valid. But they are all excuses.
The couch got me. I have (temporary) lack of inner power to kick myself out the door. I am wearing multilayers (with thermals and sometimes even jacket) at work I tend to sit next to th heater or under duvet at home. I am cold, and idea to dress in thin layers and go voluntarily to the cold is not appealing. Being on the edge of illness and short before holidays don't help either.
I know, just dress, go out even for 10 minutes, and see what happens... But somehow I cannot push myself to do it.
I start to feel guilty of couching so soon after graduation. It feels like I am a little fraud. I am not sure why am I writing. I know you all be very supportive and encouraging. But I have a feeling that at the moment it won't be enough to kick me out of that door.
I did it! Thank you all!