It seems like my only option. And I really don't want to because I'm loving it but it seems like everything's stacked against me right now.
1. I have fibromyalgia and I'm noticing more stiffness and aches and painful bits that I can't ignore any more. Not just in my legs but also back, neck, shoulders. I think I'm putting my body through more than it can handle.
2. I have asthma and the cold air (which is my main asthma trigger) is making it difficult for me to breathe properly.
2a I can't run on a treadmill at the gym because of balance issues
3. I'm having surgery for endometriosis in a month so I'll be out of action for a few weeks anyway.
I hate the feeling that I'm giving up but I don't see what else I can do. I feel like I'm going backwards and struggling to do things that were easy a couple of weeks ago. I feel furious with the universe right now. C25k has really lifted me. I've felt stronger and more able than I have for years. People around me have noticed the difference in me. And now I feel like I'm back at square one.
Maybe I could start again in the spring. By then I'll be further down the road on my weightloss journey so less strain on my body. I've lost just over 2.5 stone since July but still have a fair bit more to lose. I should be recovered from surgery. And it'll be getting warmer so less of an issue with my asthma.