I've been sticking with Laura to wk 8, slow with some walking still but sticking. However I've now gone off track, only done 1 run in last fortnight & trying not to flap. I've been on holiday, my other half loves cycling so I've been supporting him & looking after the boys, today he's doing carten100 & again I'm unable to get out, lots of driving today for me. Also boring chores to do, new job on Monday - other stuff has taken over.
Last night I couldn't sleep worrying about how I've gone off course. The thing is foolishly I set myself a challenge , a huge challenge for October that I'm fully aware I will be walk/run but now I'm having huge self doubt.
Where do I go now ? Start where I left off ? Start a few weeks behind ? Just start blumming moving ? I do not want to give up as that has been a pattern of the past, & my family are so proud of me just trying. eeeekkk