Club Soda

Sticking can be hard

Sticking can be hard

Four years sober

You would think that after nearly four years sober the desire to have an alcoholic drink would have gone away, sitting in a bar must be easy, I have mastered the art of being sober.

I wish I could say that to you. But the last few months have been a struggle. I have wanted a drink, felt FOMO, cried a little inside at the realisation that I would like to be a 'normal' drinker.

I recognise all of this and, thanks to being sober, I am at least able to analyse what is going on. Rationalise and resist!

So what is going on?

I have been stressed a bit. As we steer Club Soda through uncharted waters I am beginning to feel the strain. I suspect this amplifies the situation.

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