So if our CLL will always be here and most are in W&W why even bother to continue running back and forth to the doctor? I guess I'm frustrated. I can't get the results of the fish panel. I had to have two iron infusion. I was told my CLL is bad but the treatment is worse so they want to wait until I'm worse, lol. So if I never found out I had it, I would still be tired but not bothered by all the labs and the wait and watch. I really am thinking about never going back to a doctor. I'm tired.