I've always looked ugly and asymmetrical in all of my photos. But I didn't care much because I loved how looked in the mirror since it had no flaws or anything. Just beauty i swear! It's been a year that i'm having this huge anxiety and fear that maybe people see me the way i look in the photos. My issue is pretty complicated to understand or even to explain. my problem is that I don't know how people see me. it is said that people don't see us the way we see ourselves .once I read this on a website:if you want to know how people see you, you should put two mirrors next to each other and blah blah blah. That reflection is how everyone sees you. When I did that I saw an ugly asymmetrical face just like my photos. It's been a year that i've been so depressed and confused. I've tried to kill myself a few times. So every single day when I wake up I ask this damn question from myself :how do people see me? I just need an answer. The ugly one or the one i see?7 days later is my 17th birthday. I'm thinking of commiting suicide on that day.if any of you think you can help me please do that. i don't want to say goodbye to all my loved ones and all of my memories. I still have hope sometimes.