Im not sure, but i think i made a mistake.
I got a surgery in october to fix a scar problem that couldnt go away on its own.
the result was fine, but there was a blemish. So i put some special oil on the 'issue', and i scratched the skin and the bump completely vanished.
Then i was happy about it... but then i did a bad mistake; I did the same thing to the other side of my scar , a side where there was no visible blemish at all. I just wanted to be sure that there would be no defect/imperfections on this side of my scar; so well, i put some oil again, and i scratched the skin ( because the oil regenerate the skin, it make it all rough ) . I scratched until i thought there cant be any blemish left there after this.
Then it took 1 week to heal, and after it healed, it seems like it made a sort of small bump. Then i asked online what it was, and 2 sources ( plastic surgeons ) said it looked like an hypertrophic scar.
To fast-foward, The bump seems to have decreased in size, with the help of massage and peeling off the skin sometimes with my nails ( and letting the skin heals ). it seems that the bump is much smaller in size but its still there.
Upcoming monday, ill finally get access to silicone sheets for scars, which im really happy because i wanna see if it can get rid of the issue i have.
so yeah, i just wanted to vent about it here. I have a hard time thinking of dating with that on my face , but at the same time I dont want to always stay at home and do nothing of my days.
anyone relate ? That your difference make it hard for you to get outside, or to date sometimes ?