I have written here before about a situation I am dealing with regarding my face and how it has changed in a negative way and the treatment I get from society is unbearable. Everywhere I go and everyone I come into contact with treats me horribly. THese experiences cause me deep emotional distress, depression, sadness, anger and fear. I had a bad experience today that has been repeated in the past. I walk in a parking lot and someone backs their car into me, on purpose. They see me but act like they don't. One time I was walking in a parking lot and a lady slowly started backing up as I walked past the back of her car, I know she saw me... I screamed at her and she acted like she did nothing wrong.
Today again someone backed out their car right in front of me in a bookstore parking lot. It scared me so I kicked his door.. I put myself in danger because I thought after doing that he would run me into the wall but instead he gives me the finger and drives off....he did it on purpose.
I am so sick from this. I fyou don't like me, leave me alone. I don't see a problem with leaving someone alone that you don't like the looks of.
Again, this is not in my head, or something I am assuming.
I used to have a normal life Or whatever word you want to use, and now it is completely different.
People are EXTREMELY aggressive with me and and dangerous. I don't see how anyone would want to play around by almost hitting someone...why risk anything so dangerous/serious..
I am scared for my life and for my freedom as I am retaliating through emotion and I could end up in jail..
Anyone have any tactics/ coping skillss PLEASE
I take anxiety meds and they are addictive and need more and more to work the same...
Please no negative comments about ending life etc.