Hello my friends, i need a little help and guidance if you would please and its not to do with Tinnitus, you see i also suffer with Depression. To be honest my wife upset me yesterday as she told me that when i go down i go down badly she told me that lately i have far more downs than ups. When i am down i go into some very dark places and i find no joy in living and i weep. I am like a duck on a mill pond, on the surface i look calm and relaxed. But below the surface my leggs are going like stink. When i talk to people about their Tinnitus i can be calm and supportive and yet inside i am a mess. We have a son who uses us and recently because i refused to help him, he did something that went disastrously wrong after we strongly advised him against doing it, he launched into an onslaught of abuse and his words were so so hurtful that i went so far down i am now finding it hard to get up. I love my son but i really hate what he is. I know i should be talking about Tinnitus but you people are my friends and at the moment i need you.