OMG please please get help professionally ASAP reading your story has me in tears because I might as well have written it myself. I know how hard it is and it's a long lonely battle, you wake up on a morning feeling sick have a drink then you are sick try a little more and it stays down thats it your set for the day, go to bed lay there feeeling ill and guilty for what you are putting your family through let alone yourself and then go through it all again. Don't suffer alone the only way is with medical help it is hard it's very hard there are times when you want to give up but keep thinking of your grandbairns. I am now 16 months sober and I will admit I have been so depressed I have nearly had a drink but I haven't done so and I'm not a strong person. You can do it believe in yourself . Please stay in touch and let me know how you are,take care xx
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