Finally after trying so hard and finally stopping drinking forever this time, trying to get my health back, hearing a few weeks ago that I have cirrhosis over the phone from a secretary. I told my parents. my dad didn't listen or hear or take it on board. my mum just thinks Ill have a perfectly normal life with nothing that will change as long as I don't start drinking again. So she finally said what are you feeling so worried about and I said well only if im very very lucky will nothing change. Anyway. She just said well what a bloody mess of a life Ive got. All my own stupid fault. Walked off. I cant on this on my own
I just want a fresh start somewhere else.